I Love, I Hate

I love you
I love me

I hate you
I hate me

I envy you
Do you envy me?
The mirror's reflection
Is it me you see?

I love walking
In the rain
Cause no one knows I'm crying

I hate seeing
Your face
Cause I feel like dying

I love dancing
In the streets
It erases all my feelings

I hate seeing
You with her
My heart is what your killing

I love you
I love me

But now

I hate you
I hate me
***
As The Rain Fall Down

Can you hear me calling you?
Can you hear my name?
Above all the rain pouring down
Do you still love me the same?

Can you feel my heart beat fast?
Beat fast against my chest?
Above in the sky where angels fly
I'm not ready to take a rest

Tell me that you still can hear me
Tell me that you still can see me

As the rain falls down
I'm left here waiting
Waiting for you to come and save me
From myself
I want to be someone else
Someone that your gonna love
Her not me
I want to be
I want to be someone else
…As the rain falls down

Where do I go from here?
Do I go left or right?
Do I always have to pay the price?
I'm not ready to face the light

How do I walk across this earth?
I guess this is what I get
I just want to stay sitting here
Since the road is cold and wet

Tell me that you still can hear me
Tell me that you still can see me

As the rain falls down
I'm left here waiting
Waiting for you to come and save me
From myself
I want to be someone else
Someone that your gonna love
Her not me
I want to be
I want to be someone else
…As the rain falls down


As the rain falls down…

Tell me that you still can hear me
Tell me that you still can see me

As the rain falls down
As the rain falls down
***
New Orleans

Rain falls down across New Orleans
The wind picks up
Rain falls down across New Orleans
Put all your faith in a cup

The children are crying in thier beds
whispering the words momma said
She said to her children not to be scared
lay your heads down i know this isn't fair
And then the clock seems to stop right there

Everything starts to move slow
No one knows where to go
But sit there and wait

All the houses start to flood
And then it begins to turn to mud
The windows start to brake

The hurricane grows more and more
And now it's breaking through the doors
People start to think
So this is my fate?

Mothers start to sheild their children
Reapeating prayers to save their sins
God always forgives

The children are crying in thier beds
whispering the words momma said
She said to her children not to be scared
lay your heads down i know this isn't fair
And then the clock seems to stop right there

Everyting starts to move slow
Everyone's minds begin to flow
They don't know what to expect

When all the sudden it all stops
And now they're all hearing cops
Shouting, "Is there anyone alive in there?"

Helicopters float in the air
The Saints are coming look over there!
They've come to save us all

The rain stops pouring down
All the sudden there's no sound
They made it through that wreak

The children are singing in the streets
their momma's heart skips a beat
She said to her children this is it
you no longer have to through a fit
And then the clock starts to tick

And these words still haunt their dreams

Rain falls down across New Orleans
The wind picks up
Rain falls down across New Orleans
Put all your faith in a cup
***
Rubber & Glue

Washed up
Torn apart
Poision in a cup

Dirtbag
What a drag
Looks like time is up

I am rubber
You are glue
You need to get a clue

Slut has no "I"
But it has a "U"
I guess you are one too

Washed up
Torn apart
Poison in a cup

Dirtbag
What a drag
Looks like time is up
***
Silence

Why are roses always red?
Why don't they have thorns?
Why can't they be pitch black?
Because everybody mourns.

I never understood this life,
Never knew the cause.
How could someone be so cold?
And bend and break the laws?

Violence means nothing.
Just a stupid little game.
So why are people joining in?
Murderers they became.

Why are roses always red?
Why don't they have thorns?
Why can't they be pitch black?
Because everybody mourns?


Because if every rose was red,
The world would be at peace.

If it never had those thorns,
The world would never mourn.

Why are roses always red?
Why don't they have thorns?
Why can't they be pitch black?
Because everybody mourns.
***
Earthquake


Swimming in a dark cloud,
of depression and despair.
Nothing written on your heart,
as if you even care.

Misery completes you,
that's all you ever say.
Rolling in a pile of dirt,
every fucking day.

Lower than the Earth one day,
higher than the sky the next.
Reflection of a sad figure,
you never look your best.

Because you never feel like living,
you don't even fucking care.
Never understood this world,
It never was fucking fair.

Because you never gave a shit,
you're rotting in the sand.
Think you're going to drown one day?
Bite off your fucking hand?

***
I Doubt

I doubt anyone cares,
I doubt that they bleed.
I doubt they have a heart,
I doubt they hear me plead.

I doubt that I'll have fame,
I know I am alone.
I doubt I'll ever be pretty,
I know i come up 'unknown'.

I doubt anyone loves,
I doubt that they're nice.
I doubt they'll understand,
I doubt they'll pay the price.

I doubt that I'm funny,
i know I must be lame.
I doubt they'll ever see me,
And I doubt they know my name.

***
Artificial Downfall

People die everyday,
So why are you so sad?
it was gonna happen anyway,
cause dying is the new fad.

Open up the curtains,
it's gonna be one hell of a show!
Romero and Juliet,
who say what you wanna know.

Oh Romero! Oh Romero!
Could you do me one more thing?
Let me kiss your poisened lips,
then cuddle underneath your wing.

Oh people die everyday,
so why are you so sad?
It's gonna happen anyday,
Is it really all that bad?

Open up your broken door,
And become someone you'd like.
But Cinderella and Prince Charming,
has had they're final strike!

Cinderelly! Cinderelly!
What happened to Cinderelly?
She's lost that gown and necklace,
And now she's oh so reckless!
And her hair!
It's just so dirty!
Oh prince you better hurry!
Cause we must kill her!
We must kill her!
Cinderelly!

People die everyday,
so why are you so sad?
It's gonna happen soon someday,
so cherish the time you have.

***
Cramoisi Amour

If I gave you all my blood,
would you be my valentine?
We could blend our hearts together,
It could be so much better.
We could blend our hearts together,
Oh please will you be mine?

If I gave you my whole heart,
Will you keep it close to yours?
We could play in rainy weather,
It could be so much better.
We could play in rainy weather,
And never go indoors.

Stitch up my heart,
thread by thread.
Oh would you stitch my heart up,
thread by thread?

If I gave you all my blood,
would you be my valentine?
We could blend our hearts together,
Oh It could be so much better.
We could blend our hearts together,
Oh please will you be mine?

***
1000 Tears

1000 tears falling from the sky,
The 1000 tears they've cried.
The sun isn't shinning today,
Because it suddenly died.

Mourning...

Mourning....

Mounring to stop this tide.
1000 tears falling from the sky,
the 1000 tears they've cried.

1000 hearts falling from the sky,
the 1000 hearts that loved.
But now they've all gone away,
gone so far up above.

Mourning...

Mourning...

Mourning to the sky above,
1000 hearts falling from the sky,
the 1000 tears they've cried.

1000 tears falling from the sky,
the 1000 tears I've cried.
The sun isn't shinning today,
because it suddenly died.

Mourning...

Mourning...

Mourning to stop this tide.
1000 tears falling from the sky,
the 1000 tears I've cried.

1000 hearts falling from the sky,
the 1000 hearts I loved.

1000 tears falling from the sky,
the 1000 tears I've cried up above.

***

Rain

The rain is falling to the ground,
the thunder starts to shout.
The lightning strikes, it hits the ground,
the storm you must not doubt.

The wind is flowing through the trees,
the trees starts to shiver.
The hail starts to fall right down,
into the mighty river.

The rain is falling to the ground,
the thunder starts to roar.
The lighning strikes, it hits the ground,
the storm knocks on your door.

***
Rainbow

Life is no rainbow,
hanging in the blue sky.
Because as soon as it all fades,
the world is going to cry.

World peace is like a fire,
never wanting to go away.
But when the moon begins to weep,
It all just drifts away.

Evil seems to always win,
Good never saves the Earth.
They will try and tear you down someday,
and swipe you of all you're worth.

So try and be strong my little one,
Don't you ever back away,
Cause one day good will win for once,
and then evil will have to pay.


All poems Copyright © 2006-2007 Chelsea Ray-Dye

Aww. I love your stuff, they are all great

hehehe thanks Sarah!

Fabricated Makeover

You can laugh all you want,
push me against the wall.
Poke me with a stick,
Oh, it makes no difference.

You can shove a needle in my eye,
and pray for me to die.
But I'd rather be dead,
than sit here by your side.

And oh, what's the point of this game?
And oh, who's this person you became?
Oh, I don't think you're ever gonna be the same!
Oh you're just too damn fake!
You're. Just. Too. Damn. Fake!

You can try to bring me down,
talk about me when I'm not around.
Tell me I'm a loser,
Just try to shove me to the ground!

You can punch me in the face,
these bad feelings you just can't erase.
But trust me, you'll regret it,
because you just won't quit it.

And oh, what's the point of this game?
And oh, who's this person you became?
Oh, I don't think you're ever gonna be the same!
Oh you're just too damn fake!
You're. Just. Too. Damn. Fake!

Don't. You. Know.?
That. Violence. Goes. No where.?
I hope it shows, that your pathetic!
Cause after all, you are synthetic!

And oh, what's the point of this game?
And oh, who's this person you became?
Oh, I don't think you're ever gonna be the same!
Oh you're just too damn fake!
You're. Just. Too. Damn. Fake!

Copyright © 2007 Chelsea Ray-Dye

I love it!!!
Probably my new fave, It was fantastic!

YAY!!! THANKIES SARAH!!

welcomes!

hehe

HeartAche


it's frustrating,
i know it's true.
when you feel like,
no one loves you.

when you feel all alone,
when there are people at home.
and when you're so far away,
from the people you've known.

when there's nothing to do,
drip tears of blood when you're blue.
because know one knows,
all the shit you've gone through.

it's frustrating,
i know it's true.
when you feel like,
no one knows you.

when you cry in your bed,
a crimson river you have bled.
and you've even made a list,
of the scars on your wrist.

when you walk down an alley,
right down to death valley.
cause no one understands,
it's all in your hands.

it's frustrating,
i'll tell it like it is.
everyone will cry,
cause it's you that they will miss

But you are making the mistake,
not your family
they have faith.

But they're oblivious,
got blinded by the light.
and now they will know,
that you left them that night.

they're gonna cry for so long,
cry near your headstone.
the one you picked out,
your new home.

The family,
it's gonna fall apart.
because what you've done,
was not that smart.

you were all torn apart,
you were all broken up.
you're family
you're friends
were never enough.

But you got what you want,
you got what you need.
To be all alone,
and never again bleed.

Bleed on your rug,
the tub,
the walls.
Then feel all ashamed,
and begin to bawl.

But what was it worth?
what did you gain?
cause know you're gonna see,
your family bleed.
you're gonna watch
like you did the tv.

they'll know what it's like,
they'll feel your pain.
As the roses at your headstone,
get drowned in the rain.

But you made a mistake,
a stupid mistake.
and now you're no more,
But your parent's hearts will ache.

Ache for a day, then two, then three
They'll ache for a year
all they're lives.
Cause they feel guilty,
they thought they were there,
when you got beat up at school,
when you felt all alone,
when you got pushed around,
when you cried on the phone.

But you kept quiet,
you never told.
It's was a secret,
a little secret,
...i know.

it's frustrating
i know it's true.
when you felt like,
no one loved you.


when you felt all alone,
when they're were people at home.
and when you were so far away,
from the people you've known.

when there was nothing to do,
drip tears of blood when you were blue.
because know one knows,

they'll never know,

because know one knows,
the shit you've gone through

copyright (c) 2007 Chelsea Dye

aww
i really like this one
everythings perfect, good job!

hehe thankies sarah!

Welcomeies

lol

Up In Smoke



You make me feel good
You make me feel alright
But I don’t want to see you

Go up in smoke
Up in smoke

You make me feel sane
When I get lost in the rain
But you know I can’t take it

When you smoke
When you smoke

Can you see these tears?
They’re mine, look here.
I’m on my knees,
Please
I don’t want to see you go

Can’t you see that I love you?
You’re all that I need
I’m on my knees,
Please,
Please, don’t smoke.

Can’t you tell that you’re black inside?
Your lungs,
They’re coughing up smoke.
You know, I think you know

You’re all I want,
You’re all I need to survive,
I’m on my knees,
Oh God please,

Please,

Please,

Don’t let him leave!

Up in smoke
Up in smoke,
I don’t want to see you,
Go up in smoke

Up in smoke
Up in smoke,
I don’t want to see you,
Go up in smoke.

You make me feel good
You make me feel alright
But I don’t want to see you

Go up in smoke
Up in smoke

You make me feel sane
When I get lost in the rain
But you know I can’t take it

When you smoke
When you smoke

Up in smoke
Up in smoke
I don’t want to see you,
Go up in smoke.

Up in smoke
Up in smoke
You know I don’t want to see you,
Go up in smoke

That was really good, I love it