Aww, thankies Sarah!! =D

So Amazing . I Totally Love It

thankies!!! =D

Lawrence King

If I had to give someone my heart,
I'd want to give it to them on Valentine's Day.
It was the day after I had passed away,
Simply because I was gay.

I was just a teenage boy,
With a valentine card in my hand.
It was a red one shaped like a heart
And "Be my valentine" was written inside,
For a boy I liked in my computer class
But it was the reason why I had to die.

As I gave the boy my heart,
He looked at me in disgust.
He took the card, and ripped it up,
Tore my heart into little pieces,
My heart then turned to dust.

If I had to give someone my heart,
I'd want to give it to them on Valentine's Day.
It was the day after I had passed away,
Simply because I was gay.

I was just a teenage boy,
With a valentine card in my hand.
It was a red one shaped like a heart
And "Be my valentine" was written inside,
For a boy i like in my computer class,
But it was the reason why I had to die.

As I walked into my computer class,
The next day.
Bang! Bang! I was shot in the head,
Because the boy i'd liked in my computer class,
Didn't like that I was gay.

I died in the hospital the very next day,
I've gone brain dead.
My mom and dad sat there and cried,
My mother asked to God above "Why?"
And my father just looked up at the sky.

They then let me go, they took my pain away
And they took my heart, gave it to someone else,
So that they could live,
So that they could have their Valentine.

And they accepted my heart, even though i was gay,
They didn't cry out in disgust,
And they didn't push it away.

www.rememberlarry.com

How cheesy this sounds, I have a few tears in my eyes.

I like it a lot, one of my favorites, Chelsea. =)

=D wow, thankies sarah!!!

You're welcome. =)

Mindless Issues

people dressed in the darkest ebony,
let's leave them behind.
let's critisize and judge them,
just because we are all blind.

we' ll tease them,
then abuse them.
slap them,
and bruise them.

when will this ever stop?
when will this world understand?
why is skin color still an issue?
because i honestly don't get it.

this world is so fucking sick,
it's so fucking mindless,
dazed in it's own confussion,
in it's own shit,
and in it's own stupid pointless games.

since when does color have any meaning?
since when does it know character?
it's just a goddamn color!
seriously,
get the fuck over it.
cause i know that i don't care.

people really must be in panic,
people really must have no lives.
to fucking sit there in their chair,
like they fucking rule the world,
honestly,
their head must be filled with air.
and they all act like we should care.

people are so fucking disgusting,
with all their shitty hate crimes.
they act like they fucking know it all,
like they're the ones to judge.

i just don't fucking understand,
why people think darker skin is so dirty.
they're just like everyone else,
and i know that they're better than you.

when will this ever stop?
when will this world understand?
why is skin color still an issue?
because i honestly don't fucking get it.



Pretend

imaginary figures
dancing on my walls
figures that i've created
the ones that look like dolls.

they tell me all their secrets
and tell me what to say
they tell me what to think
and they're the ones i should obey.

i know they're just pretend,
but i wish they didn't have to go.
i don't want to feel alone again,
like i did a moment ago.

i don't want to slip into reality,
i want to fall into my dreams.

the dreams with the imaginary figures,
dancing on my walls,
the ones that i've created,
the ones that look like dolls.

the ones that tell me secrets,
the ones that tell me what to say.
the ones that tell me what to think,
and the ones that i should obey.

i slip into imagination,
i don't want to be me today.
i just want to pretend,
and wish my own life away.

i'd rather pretend,
than know that you're not here.
i want this to be reality,
and i don't want this to disappear.

i don't want to slip into reality,
the truth of who i am.
i just want to fall into my dreams,
i don't want this to be a scam.

so i slip into imagination,
because i don't want to be me today.
i just want to play pretend,
and wish my own life away.

Lmfao, Mindless Issues made me think of MSI and the song Issues.
Love it though, and Pretend.

^lol
thankies sarah ^___^


Forgetting

forgetting love,
forgetting you.
erase the memories,
of what was true.

forgetting fights,
forgetting lies.
and all your excuses,
that i just let fly by.

all the arguements,
what we've said.
has left me bitter,
and now i just want this to end.

i don't want to remember,
and i just want to wish,
the memories away.
just let them slip away,
just let them go,
let them leave.

forgetting love,
forgetting you.
and all the shit,
we used to do.

forgetting fights,
forgetting lies.
at least now i know,
not to ever trust guys.

all the pointless games,
that we've played.
all the mind tricks,
and it would've gotton worse,
if i had stayed.

and i don't want to remember,
so i just wish,
the memories away,
just let them slip away,
just let them go,
let them leave.


Hand In Hand

running through a maze,
hand in hand.
running away from the end,
the ending that they've made for us,
i don't want to leave,
i just want to stay here with you.
i just want to hold you,
hand in hand,
for this fate is true,
and it's all i've known.

running
running
reversing time.
just you and me,
and in love as can be.

don't disappear,
don't leave my sight.
because you'll all i have,
on this dark scary night.

running through our reflections,
hand in hand..
running away from the end,
the ending that they've made for us.
i don't want to leave,
i just want to stay here with you,
i just want to hold you,
hand in hand,
for this fate it true,
and you're all i know....

just please don't forget me,
when we awake from this dream.

forgetting love,
forgetting you.
and all the shit,
we used to do.

Those lines are so simple,
But I really like them. =)

^thanks sarah! ^^


Between

she's falling
and falling fast
into herself
in front of everyone else

she's calling
calling out
to anyone that will hear her
anyone who's near her

fighting and screaming
and tensions run between
between the world
and between the lines

anger and hate
and frustrations begin to build
no communication
and no resolution

so now she's crying
and the tears run deep
mixed feelings
with sorrowful meanings

so she's lying
lying to herself
that everything will get better
but the truth always gets her

fighting and screaming
and tensions run between
between the world
and between the lines

anger and hate
and frustrations begin to build
no communication
and no resolution

there's no one who will listen
and no one who will understand
there's no one to help her
and no one who will lend a hand

cause every hand she'd hold
always felt so cold

so there's still..
fighting and screaming
and the tensions that run between
between the world
and between the lines

and there's still...
anger and hate
and frustrations just build higher
no communication
and no resolution

no communication
and no resolutions now


Apparently

Apparently I missed something
When someone said that money defines music
I guess I didn't read between the lines
To get that it's all about commerical products

And apparently fans don't have any say
In what the media does today
I guess companies and corporations are too damn good
To realize what really matters in the end.

I'm tired of this fucking bullshit
I'm tired of their schemes
Don't they have enough damn money?
Enough to swim through life?
Enough to coast through life?

It isn't hurting anyone to share
Or to actually fucking care
About the people who mean so much to them
Their heroes
Their idols

And I'm tired of the ridiculous rules
And tired of all the stupid fools
Who think this is okay
Cause it's not fucking okay

Apparently I don't have a brain
To know when something's wrong
I guess too many people are too damn greedy
Cause all they care about is how much value songs provide

And apparently the artists arn't real human beings
And they don't give a shit about their wellbeings
Cause they treat them like fucking puppets
To lure customers, using them as the bait.

I'm tired of this fucking bullshit
I'm tired of their marketing plans
Cause don't they have enough damn money?
Enough to swim through life?
Enough to coast through life?


Panic

Anxiety attacks
Rushing up on me
Lost all my control
Spun out of reality

Stuggle to regain a breath
And then scared to loose it
Fighting all the urge
To scream
Fighting all the urge
To scream

Dizzy spells
Spin around me
Lost all composure
Stung out over nothing

Struggle to regain a breath
And then scared to loose it
Fighting all the urge
To faint
Fighting all the urge
To faint

Freak out
Over hallucinations
That blocks out all truth
No sense of elations

Struggle to regain a breath
And then scared to loose it
Fighting all the urge
To shake
Fighting all the urge
To shake


Rot Away

I lost you the other day,

stayed up with you all night.

Then soon you began to rot away,

now i'm alone tonight.


It feels like forever since i heard your voice,

Your laugh....

And it's harder now to remember your face,

Your smile.....


I lost you the other day,

stayed up with you all night.

Then soon you began to rot away,

so now i'm alone tonight.


I never understood what was going on

What was going through your mind?

But now since you're gone,

I'm left with this awkward void.

And it seems like forever since i've heard your voice,

Your laugh...

And it's getting harder now to remember your face,

Your smile...


And now that the years

Have come and past.

You just keep on fading...


Please tell me...

Why did you go away so fast?

I FINALLY got inspiration after reading all of Green Day's new albums' lyrics to write a poem =D

So here it is:


Demon Child


She's a demon child
With corrupted morals
She has sinned
Before she could walk.

She's a demon child
A spawn of satan
She has murder
In her genes

She has tasted the forbidden fruit,
And she enjoyed it,
Yeah, she enjoyed it.
So she's coming back for more
To get her fix
Just a dose of destruction
Just a little taste of destruction

She's a demon child,
A devil child
And she lies through her fangs,
To gather up her followers.

She's a demon child,
Satan's child
And she prowls through the night,
To lure her victims
To claim her victims

She has tasted the forbidden apple
And she liked it,
Yeah, she liked it.
So she's coming back for more
To get her fix
So she's coming back for more
To get her fix
Yeah, she's coming back for a little more,
Just to get her fix,
Her dose of destruction...
Her little taste of destuction
Upon her blood stained lips.

Human Race

Salty tears flood down my face
And I feel so rejected
So left out

I'm kicked out of the human race.

As I stare out of the window in the backseat of your car
I try to think of reasons why
Reasons why you can't accept me.

You always taught me to be myself,
But now I'm stuck and rotting in this hell
Just burning and screaming
Screaming and burning
But you don't seem to care
Do you?

Your philosophy claims to know it all
And it's pointing it's finger at me
The blame goes straight into my heart,
And it melts me right down to the core.

For a religion that seems so welcoming,
It sure doesn't have concern towards feelings
And I feel like such a cast out
As I'm sitting alone at this chuch pew
The preacher's words burn a hole through my soul
This is the real hell hole.

Salty tears flood down my face
And I feel so rejected
So left out

I'm kicked out of the human race.

And you're so proud of your beliefs
Those same beliefs that shoot people down
The people that don't believe
In all of this stupidity.

You treat everyone like shit
When they don't measure up to you
And the fact that you think that's it's all ok
What in the fuck would Jesus do?

You ask me if I want to go to church
And I say no
You sigh and you want to know why
And we've been through this a thousand times
I guess you just can't take the hint.

Why would I want to get dressed up
And go to something that I don't believe in
Just to please you?
Just to be accepted by you?
And feel no pointless rejection?
Well didn't you hear?

I'm kicked out of the human race.

So why don't you join me?
Come on, it looks like fun!

I'm kicked out of the human race.

Oh, why not?
You believe in it, don't you?
No?

I'm kicked out of the human race.

So next time when you come to attack me.
Don't.
Cause I'm not here

I'm kicked out of the human race.

^I liked it!
Especially: "You sigh and you want to know why
And we've been through this a thousand times
I guess you just can't take the hint."
I'm not sure why, but I do. Lmfao.