^ lol ME TOO! =DD

Although I doubt I'll be getting the CD the day it comes out.

I have a rant....




MY BACK FUCKING HURTS LIKE HELL!
Whenever I just MOVE a certain way, there's this stinging pain in my lower back, and it's hard to sit or bend over cause it hurts so bad!
I've always had back problems, and I went to physical therapy for it last year, but now it's hurting again.
On Monday morning at school, during first hour, which it was probably around 9:00 am or something like that...I went home because my back hurt too much, and then the next day on Tuesday, I went home at 1 pm because of it also. I would've gone home sooner than that if i could, but I had to present this thing in Spanish, and then I had my 10 minute speech to do in English on teen violence (which surprisingly, i wasn't even nervous AT ALL and i did better than I thought I would)
I hope it'll stop hurting before the Green Day concert in July, because that's going to be a bitch, being in general admission and trying to move around and stuff >_<

Okay....be prepared for a very serious and LONG rant! LOL

ohhh and...

Note: What I'm about to rant on is just me expressing my personal beliefs and opinions, so I'm sorry if I end up offended anyone here because this rant is on something pretty controversial.....


So...anyway...lol I guess that Obama is supposed to be coming here to South Bend, IN, to this Notre Dame college to do this Commencement address speech thing, and I guess a lot of people are pissed off around South Bend, with Obama being okay with abortion and all, and I guess that a lot of people around there are catholic/christian, because I'm pretty sure that Notre Dame is a catholic college, at least I'm pretty sure they are...

So I was watching the news and they were talking about this, and how all these people are protesting at Notre Dame and they're all like pro-life and shit, and so they have all these signs that say things like "Honk if you're pro-life" and "Notre Shame" and all of that. And well...let's just say..that it kinda pretty much pissed me off.

Here's the thing. So I'm 100% pro-choice. NOT pro-abortion. But pro-CHOICE. And I believe that if a woman wants to get a fucking abortion then she can get one. Now...if it was my CHOICE, and If i was pregnant, I personally WOULD NOT get an abortion, but I'm not gonna go around and push my fucking beliefs down their throats. Cause you know what? It's THEIR fucking lives, THEIR fucking bodies, and THEIR fucking choice to get an abortion. You see... this is what ANNOYS me about overly religious people. They just have the need to walk around like they fucking own the world and "Oh! Only MY opinion matters! I believe this, so you should too!" and how they all just feel like they're just too good and just SO special that they go around and try to spread the word about God, and "Oh! If you're not a Christian, If you don't believe in God, that's okay, because we're going to open you're hearts to God, and you'll be saved" like their the fucking disciples of God or something and it PISSES ME OFF. And I'm not trying to say that they can't have their opinions and that they can't be pro-life. Because seriously, if they're pro-life, then whatever, that's great, I don't really give a shit, but if they're gonna go around and protest and WHINE about how someone like Obama is pro-CHOICE, then that's when it's WRONG.

And another thing....if people want to live in a democratic fucking country, they're just going to have to deal with all the pro-choice shit. Because that's what being a democrat is, someone who is for the people, and is for choice. You CAN'T live in a democratic country and be closed minded, you just can't. And this is why that MOST christians/catholics are republicans, is because they believe in the "traditional" way of things and they're not open to change. You wanna know why? because they're not OPEN MINDED. That is the reason that I refuse to be overly religious, or even religious at all, is because if you're really religious, it's almost IMPOSSIBLE, to be open minded. Now, I'm not saying that they're ALL republicans and that they're ALL closed minded, but you know what, MOST of them are.

And something else that bothers me is the fact that they're protesting all this pro-life shit, and how it's like "Oh! You can't have an abortion! That's wrong! You're KILLING an innocent baby! How selfish! But...oh...you got raped? That's a DIFFERENT story! You can go have an abortion! That's okay!" WTF? That just TOTALLY contradicts the fact that they're all pro-life and shit! Then there's these people who are like "Oh? You got raped? So what? It's not the baby's fault! Why would you take it out on the baby by killing it?" That's just so ignorant that I just can't stand it. If a woman got fucking raped and got pregnant, then she should have the right to get an abortion! She already went through ENOUGH pain getting raped, and now she's gonna have to go through pain AGAIN to fucking give birth to this baby, this baby that she's going to have to look at every day and be reminded of being raped! How that child is going to grow up thinking that it's their fault and that they were a mistake! Fuck that shit. And also...obviously, if a woman gets pregnant, and having the baby will risk her own life, then she should be able to have an abortion. Because seriously, who's more important? A baby that hasn't even been born yet, or the woman's who has been here on earth and who has a family that loves and cares about her? And what also bugs me is the term "pro-life" wtf? Okay...who the fuck ISN'T pro-life? It's like "Ohh..no! Life? Who needs that?" EVERYONE is fucking pro-life, just how NO ONE is pro-abortion!

It just annoys the fuck out of me, how Christians/Catholics can't seem to accept that fact that people believe DIFFERENT THINGS. They're just not going to have the same beliefs as them. PERIOD. And it just pissed me off with the whole religious/christian vs. state/government thing. And also, the thing that they don't get, is the fact that if the government bans things like abortion, just because the religious people think it's wrong, then that's fucking COMMUNISM. What a lot of religious people do (tell people how to live their lives, tell them what to believe, thinks that homosexuality is wrong, that abortion is wrong) is communism. And it annoys me how they take EVERYTHING and turn it into a fucking sin/abomination. How it's like, if they don't APPROVE of something, then it's wrong and it should be banned. I'm sorry...but that's basically what Hitler did. If he didn't approve of something (Jews, Physically/mentally disabled people, gypsies, homosexuals) then he'd kill them off and preach to everyone on how "bad" they all are, when it's really HIM who was bad! It's just ridiculous to me how they think that Hitler was so bad (Which he was obviously) when they basically have similar beliefs. No..they didn't go off and kill tons of Jews, but they do go around and spread the word about how bad homosexuals, abortion, tattoos, piercings...etc. are and expect people to have those same beliefs and that they HAVE to agree with them. But guess what, they DON'T have to agree. That's the beauty of having your own beliefs and opinions.

America is better off with the fact that we have freedom of speech, freedom of expression, and freedoms of our own opinions and beliefs, and how we have our own choice and say in things. We're not a communist country and I think we should keep it that way. Let's not have even more fucking genocide, please? Thanks.

End of rant.


xD

OH. MY. FUCKING. GOD.


Okay...so...I was going to put all of my pictures that I took at Michigan City/Chicago on to my computer, and since my stupid camera got ruined in Chicago (It got dropped in water at this park there) I was going to put the card in my older camera to put them up, and so when I put it in the camera IT FUCKING FORMATED THE CARD!!!!!!! It was all like "I'm sorry, but this card has the wrong format" and then it fucking formatted it and so now i don't think the pictures are on the fucking card anymore! LGKERHKJGUHERKHRUEKHRUTHRKTHRITHR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so fucking pissed right now, because all of those pictures that I took while Sarah was here, all of them, are probably ruined now. I was so fucking happy to find out that the card didn't get ruined in the water, when my camera got ruined and now my older camera just HAD to fucking ruin the CARD.
I feel so pissed off at myself right now. I should've fucking waited, but NO. I didn't did I! Now, if my camera WASN'T ruined, it would've been SO EASY to upload those pictures. I'm just so mad right now, it's not even funny.

You see, THIS is why technology is FUCKING STUPID!
At ONE single click of a button things can get ruined in like .5 SECONDS.

So....what the hell? I TRY to go to one fucking Green Day concert, which was the best day of my life by the way, and all of this BAD SHIT happens around that! All I wanted to do was have a great time at a concert, which I did, and have EVERYTHING turn out good. BUT NO. My camera had to get ruined THE DAY AFTER the concert, and THEN to TOP IT ALL OFF, TWO WEEKS LATER MY CARD HAD TO GET FUCKING MURDERED!! Ugh....why do I even bother?