I hate, I envy, I admire, I love, I cry. All in one day.

I am such a fucking emotionally unstable person. I am

Like a balloon about to burst.

Like a shaken up soda fizzing and bubbling out of its container.

Like an orchestra, with its instruments playing louder,

louder

and louder.

I swear, my teenage life is going to kill me.

So many feelings, it is hard to handle them all.

Wow. That was a good description.
I hope the feelings get better.

awwww